Running life is easy for certain peoples...I would say it is not for me..

Just like a drug, the first shot make you feel in a good high, the next shot feel even better... you are now in heaven of life...

but as it become a habit, you know you are now dependen t to "something" to continue living. And then came a stage where you think you get it enough, and want to escape from all those dependencies.

The fact that only few will be succeed, i can't deny that. Most of us will continue in the trap, like a slave devoted a life to the master.

Now, my master is gay life..

what if i don't know that I've been in the trap for so long? what if one day i may get lost in this world? what if i cant find the way back? what if I miss my master once he let me go?

I totally have no answer for it.. i believe most of us have our own master. But i did envy those who have normal life...really really envy...

I painted a smile on my face, but nobody understand how it feel to be worried.

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